why ?

Saturday, November 21, 2009 i'm utterly upset today .
i've been trying hard to smile & be okay but i felt so terrible now. the feeling just rooted deeply in my heart and no matter how hard i tried to shake it off, it just stays. i tried doing many things to divert my attention but to no avail.

oh my... are u pulling my leg ?

i don't know what's wrong. it just affects me alot !
i think only girls would be able to understand that feeling...

sometimes, i wish i can lose some memories.
so that i can move on with no worries.
& i will be very cautious with every steps i make.

because .... in life, there's just no turning back.
ahzhen has forgotten;11:24 PM